Because Facebook won't let me post it on my wall ¬¬

Yesterday was a busy day, I went to get my titulation on Alimentary Industry technician aswell as to get the official marks certificate I need to convalidate a subject... but they didn't have the last one in spite of telling me they'd had it last Friday ¬¬. But well, while waiting (for nothing) I got to talk with 3 of the teachers I had, them being Gemma (the one we think smoke mushrooms), Carmen (chemicals teacher... she STILL has on her house's wall a drawing I did for her XD) and Angelina (who again told me to go for artistic studies).

I left the high school and headed to walk through the city (after using the subway to not die before getting to the 'Otaku route') and went to lunch at the Japanese (I was starving and I knew they'd fill me with rice and some meat, I spent all the money I had (6'20€)) and then headed to my current high school to take an English level exam to have English classes at the EOI (Official Languages Academy) aaaand... well, the exam was easy (a test style exam and some writing) but now I have to go on Thursday for an oral one... I'll fail hard at it when I get nervous |D;

Then I went to order the textbooks I need *looks with teary eyes at her Wall-E with money inside*, signed the 'not coming on Wednesday because of the general strike giving me troubles' (sigh... I'll miss a German class OTL), had some English *thumbs up* and got back home, having done 15K steps on my Pokewalker c: (still no Flying Pikachu ¬¬ )

Something positive at last

So today my mom told us she had to talk with us when we felt like listening, both my brother and I thought she was gonna tell to move somewhere else.

Fortunatelly it's nothing like that, at least not in 2 years, what relieved us a lot. Things aren't fully okay, but dang, at least it's not that kind of big deal for us.

Today I finally got to finish a Rise page I was stuck with (yay) and I sketched the next couple ones (YAY! ) so maybe tomorrow by some miracle (taking a bit of Saturday) I can get semi back to schedule.

Also... now my room feels empty, this afternoon we kicked my sofa-bed to the cold street to wait for town's maintenance to take it to the Sofa Heaven. You've been a good sofa, you'll be missed (and replaced by a bendable bed as soon as I get money).

Oh! Did I mention that the other day I was going through boxes and bags around my room and I found like a lot of blue fabric? XD After Rise I'll put it in good use, and maybe sell plushes when I get the human pattern sorted out.

So yeah, I think it all it's pretty positive... about time!

What a way to mess up a day

Hello everyone...

yesterday I woke up as always, I was excited to read Tickity and Unknown's BurningAvalon entry (that fortunatelly they were submiting it on dA when I turned on the PC) and there was a nice day outside... plus we were going to a pizza place for lunch because last week was my brother's saint!

Everything was perfect, till some hours later my mom came back supposedly from the beach (as she told me she was going there)... but I was highly wrong. She came home all pissed off, she came from the police, as someone thought it'd be cool to steal a square patterned piece from her Mini (not cheap mind you, it's about 60€ ).

And being pissed off, my brother woke up, we went to the pizza place, and while having lunch my brother and I were "my... you seem to have trained your skin already, you're all black!" (black refering as really tan), to that, her response is "I'm black inside and outside"... really, mom, why do you have to say that again (she said that to me the other day while she was at the kitchen and I pointed out the same) when we're supposed to be celebrating my brother's saint?

So we came back home, I was in my room with Spot wandering free in it, and she came into my room and sat on my sofa, without saying a word. No matter what I said, she wasn't saying or doing anything, she was oblivious. And the first thing she says is "we have to throw away this sofa". Yes, we have, I've been considering it a long time, why the hell did you have to mention that AGAIN?

And after that she was "what's in those boxes under your desk?" and I told her how today I wanted to take a look at them and throw them away when I was done (I did it) and then she asked the same again, to what I replied what I said before.

And then out of the blue she says how she has to talk to my grandpa and depending on the outcome "we'd have to talk"

Really, mom, say it CLEAR, say "this summer we'll have to move to a smaller place". Because I know it's what she meant by all the 'throw the sofa away' and 'what's in those boxes'... oh! And the "I wonder if I could sell these cross-stitch things".


A day that started SO WELL and she has to FUCK IT UP.

And you know what? I don't want to move, I don't want to pack things again, I don't want to leave this place, because for sure, it'll be a worse place for everything (I'm still waiting for her coming one day and saying we have to put our dogs down to sleep because the new place (that I don't know if we'll really have to move or not) don't allow dogs over there).

I went to bed after having a good RP session with Kitsu. I crawled into my bed (without having dinner, because even hungry, I didn't feel like it). I cried again.

At least the embrace I get when I close my eyes made me feel a little better, even if he scolded me for not having dinner (this he can just be seen when I close my eyes, his black eyes calm me down).


I hope that if we really have to move, that it's after Rise is over for me, I'd hate to have to ask for an extension because money is a bitch and there is people who don't know how to manage it.



I want a job, so next time I move, it'll be my own place, and I won't have to move anymore, because if I need something else, I'll just have to close my eyes to feel it there with me.

My thoughts have no order at all

So after seeing how I barely post on my Twitter and my Facebook, I've decided to come in here.

So today's post, is to open this blog, to have something in it, as I may forget to post in the future.

Today is being nice so far, I woke up after my mom began to talk through her cellphone (lord she can't speak low when she's on the phone! I swear I inherited it, since when I'm on Skype, I can't keep myself low XD; ) to my grandpa (who's already here).

I put my shirt on (sleveless~ )

Right now, I'm supposed to be working on the PCBC entry... I wanted to be done by tomorrow, I know I won't >.<>.> ), but also I don't want them to be up aaaaaaaaaaaah I'm so nervous about it, I want to get to next round but I know Blyu will win me this time and I won't be able to draw everything I've planned x.x at least this time I can say I scheduled myself properly (yeah, I finished my entry a week after the original deadline, but as I told to people, I was dying of coughing for a week and I couldn't work (I counted with that week ¬¬ )).

Happens what happens I'm ready (but I'm so nervous!!!!! ).

What for some reason reminds me that I should send a couple CVs to a couple places (that won't hire me for sure... everywhere people is asking for experience, how are you supposed to have experience if no one wants unexperienced people?! ).

Oh well, by now I'll save money from what my mom gives me from time to time helping with the chores and what I get if I win at cards when playing with my grandpa (yes, we four play with money at cards XD; ). At least I hope to have 100€ by June so Spot can say bye bye to his round hanging friends.



And this entry makes no sense, sorry! But... at least I wrote something.

See you another time! (hopefully)